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reflecting upon the past 2-3 years, and how my life has changed...   
12:34pm 11/10/2003
 
mood: happy
music: Red Hot Chilli Peppers - (cant remember the name! LOL!)
I had three long surveys done last night. But the pc jamed as I was posting them! Ugh...oh well...

As I know lots of you know me from way back, and havent spoken to me (online or otherwise) for three years, I wanted to tell you whats been happening since 1999 (four years, but thats when it began)

My parents began to be quite cold towards each other in about 97, but n 1999, they really got bad. They decided they wanted a divorce, but tried to hold their marrige together for my sake. But they didnt know that their fighting hurt me much, much more than their divorce would have. So in 2001, they got divorced. And I was really, really, really depressed. I actually came close to suicide, and I pushed alot of people away then. Including someone I really cared for. And I havent seen them since. So if your out their (and I guarantee, you'll know who you are) please lmk! I miss you.

After the divorce, I lived with mom. Not because I love dad any less, it's just that I didnt want to move. And besides, I had my own room in his place and I stayed there whenever I felt like it, and that was alot. Their divorce went alot better than either had expected: there was no fighting over anything, and it all went peacefully and quickly along. They stayed friends.

In 2002, I started up my site again. And I was quite happy again, but not as much as I am now. I had my friends around me for that year. All of the ones I hadnt pushed away and locked out, anyway. The ones that really, majorly helped were (in no order) Lori, Mya, Calvin, Roisin, Dean, Ian, Donel, Owen, John, Niall, James and Christina. Online, Mel helped alot (even though she prolly didnt know what was going on in rl!!!)

I took time off the site in early '03 to do my junior cert. Alot of my class had panicattacks leading up to it, but I wasnt one of them thank god! This summer, though, Mya had the worst thing that could've happened happen to her. Her Mom died. It was awful for her, though, cause her dad moved her and her family over to Spain. They soon moved back. And I'm there for her now, just like she was there for me. Slowly but surely, she's getting over it. She's still her own mad self! And when I think about what happened to her, my life seems great...

...and it is! I got my little kitten (grey tabby called Remy), I go to basketball practise alot (and am even begged by the coach to join the team! LOL, I gotta think about that) and I love it.

But on my old site, I think I hid the fact my parents werent an item anymore...looking back, I shouldnt have done that. They just couldnt make it work, and they tried for me. So its not their fault. I love them both.		  
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kay...   
11:21am 14/09/2003
 
mood: awake
music: Objection-Shakira
the Apocalypse saga has been quite over, as MSN crashed for me, and the others thought 'whats the apocalypse withouth Death?' and refused to continue until I got back.

I stole this off Roisin, so...

"Die Another Day" by Madonna
"A Song For The Dead" by Queens Of The Stoneage
"Rock Island Line" by Johnny Cash (Roisin introduced me to his music. Thank you!)
"Kiss" by Prince
"X-Men Evolution theme" by ???? (hahahahaha! Couldnt think of any other song...)
"Fighter" by Christina Aguillara
"Ring Of Fire" by Johnny Cash (this ones Roisin's song. Seriously. Fire...AGGHHHH! *screams* she freaks me out every time we hang out...but she loves the song, to.)
"Objection" by Shakira (lol, I'm listening to it! It's totally hard to find a song beginning with o, especially off the top of your head!)
"So Young" by the Corrs (I hate that song!)
"Too Bad" by Nickleback

Now I'ma go rp.		  
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the rest of the apocalypse saga...   
03:52pm 31/08/2003
 
mood: crazy
Yup, we've thought up even more! *giggles insanely* well...get on with it!

This time, Calvin's using the name War, I'm using Death, Roisin's using Famine and Ian's using Conquest.

Famine says: as Famine, I hereby request that Austrailia belongs to ME.
War says: why?
Famine says: cause they have plush mlp.
War says: *slaps forehead*
War says: well, I want Mc Donalds!
Death says: euugggghhhhh...
War says: just cuz your a veggie...
Death says: *sticks tongue out at stupid War*
Conquest says: whos the best?
Famine says: *dies* he SPEAKS!
Conquest says: I'm the best! I'll...eh...
Famine says: conquest us!
Conquest says: YEA! I'll CONQUEST you!
Famine says: *taps Conquest on the shoulder*
Conquest says: WHAT?!
Famine says: I'll starve you!
War says: I'll start a war with you!
Famine says: *sighs* Calvie, ya wont start a WAR with me, cuz you'll already have STARVED!
Famine says: duh!
Death says: But I'll already have killed you all so I can take over the world!
Famine says: but ya'll keep me alive, wont ya?
Death says: yeah, your my pal!
Famine says: mwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaaha!
Conquest says: but I'm your pal, too, and Calvin's your...
Death says: for that, your going DOWN! He's my pal, your my pal.
Famine says: but I'm one o' yer pals!
Famine says: and this conversation's going dry.

So there we were. We changed our names back to normal things and were thinking of something to do when-

Roisin says: I know!
Kitty says: what the heck are you on about?
Roisin says: something to get us back on the road to fun again!
Roisin says: which of Gambit's suits was the best? I vote the one with pink on it!
Kitty says: it was NOT pink! It was...what WAS it?
Kitty says: anyhow, I vote the one he wears in the Assasination Game.
Ian says: no way! Man, the one he wears in evolution is cool, though.
Calvin says: I dunno...I'd like to BE him, though...
Roisin says: naw, your more of a...
Calvin says: what?
Roisin says: TOAD!
Roisin says: mwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
Calvin says: your DEFINETLY Pyro...
Roisin says: why THANK you, Calvin!

So we went on like that until the subject changed to 'if we were comic characters, who would we be?'

Roisin says: I know who Kitty'd be.
Kitty says: lemme guess
Kitty says: catwoman
Roisin says: Naw, I was gonna say Shadowcat
Roisin says: but have it yer way!
Calvin says: I'd be...who WOULD I be?
Roisin says: limmit it to X-Evo characters. I'd be Scarlet Witch!
Kitty says: then, Calvin, I'm SURE you'd be Quicksilver!
Ian says: why?
Kitty says: cause all Calvin and Roisin are doing is fighting!
Ian says: you would SO be Shadowcat!
Kitty says: and y'know who I think you'd be? Cyclops.

So we changed our names again. And then we went back to the apocalypse thing. And I'll post the rest of that some other time.		  
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awww...   
08:44pm 29/08/2003
 
mood: satisfied
I just got back from Madrid yesterday.

What can I say? I loved it!

I'm zonked, though, and I gotta go back to school sometime next week...for my year...well, it's not the first, thats all I can remember! LOL!

Yah, and I wanna post this little MSN conversation between me, Roisin (pyroduck), Ian and Calvin. Roisin uses the name 'Watch out for the door', I use my name and Ian uses his own name. Calvin (you ego maniac!) uses 'Cal-the-man'. This's a cut and paste job. (I didnt post the first half of the conversation incase you havent read Harry Potter 5 yet. Calvin hadnt, but he wanted to know!)

Cal-the-man says: say WHAT?
Watch out for the door says: but it wasnt sad! I mean, I think I read it too quick...
Ian says: Do you want me to print the paragraph?
Kitty says: are my eyes blue?
Watch out for the door says: naw, this conversation is heading for the dogs. Let's change the subject. If I wanted to find 'adult' sites, it's real easy, yano?
Ian says: you tried it?
Watch out for the door says: curiousity caught the kangaroo!
Kitty says: lets change the subject. Y'all looking forward to school?
Watch out for the door says: looking forward to meeting new people, yah.
Ian says: or namely, Aaron.
Cal-the-man says: yup.
Watch out for the door says: do you WANT me to change my name to 'Watch out for the sledge-hammer'? I HATE Aaron!
Kitty says: apperantly, this was a bad subject, too.
Watch out for the door says: damn it was! And I hate my pc.
Cal-the-man says: why?
Watch out for the door says: *picks up pc and throws it out the window*
Cal-the-man says: WHY?!
Watch out for the door says: THAT was improving its service and my money's worth.

The conversation turned nasty there, so I wont print it. However, it brought us to talk about the Four Horsemen Of The Apocalypse.

Cal-the-man says: I was SURE death was red!
Kitty says: Calvin, you must be colour blind.
Ian says: he's blue!
Watch out for the door says: for f**ks sake, he's purple!
Kitty says: none of them were purple! He was red!
Watch out for the door says: I'll prove I'm right!
Watch out for the door says: I'll go to GOOGLE!
Kitty says: and type in what you find.

So, around ten minutes passed when finally...

Watch out for the door says: naw, sorry guys, couldnt find anything to do with colours...not on the APOCALYPSE sites, anyhow...
Kitty says: sooo?
Watch out for the door says: *sheepish grin* I went to the next best thing!
Cal-the-man says: which was?
Watch out for the door says: I found this My Little Pony site awhile ago and I remembered something about them having customs of the apocalypse horse riders. So I went there *grins*
Ian says: *groans* and did you find anything?
Watch out for the door says: yep! I found out the colours, anyhow. Death is, infact, green. Well done, K. The other horses are white, red and black.
Kitty says: I NEW it! Death is GGRRRREEENNNNN!!!!
Watch out for the door says: PALE green. ;P
Kitty says: but I NEW!
Watch out for the door says: I THINK Famine is red. I THINK Conquest is white and I THINK War is black.
Watch out for the door says: and thats alot of thinking!
Cal-the-man says: imagine if we were them...
Watch out for the door says: I'd be famine!
Cal-the-man says: I can vouch for that. You usually only WEAR black or red! And did you SEE your lunch? I'd DIE having to live on that!
Watch out for the door says: So what? XD I LIKE my lunch! It's enough for me.
Cal-the-man says: you need a microscope to SEE it!
Kitty says: I'd be death!
Ian says: I'm snagging conquest! But I think war suits Cal anyhow.
Cal-the-man says: HEY!

So the four horsemen...er...horseteenagers were born!

(and again, we're not sure about which is which colour-but if you could help, it'd be great!)

I'll post the rest of the conversation later.		  
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first entry   
08:50pm 12/08/2003
 
mood: ecstatic
Whoa, first entry! Thank you, [info]pyroduck for the journal and the icon!		  
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